Insomnia

I can't sleep. I was lying in bed, thinking pre-sleep thoughts and realised that I had bored myself. Is this a common occurance? Do people often bore themselves with their own thoughts? I don't tend to. But tonight I thought 'Why are you thinking about that again? That's fucking boring.' This is different from my normal state of boredom which usually involves a switching off of mind state, strict lethargy and staring at walls. I usually enjoy my pre-sleep thinktime. Tonight I bored myself as if another person had bored me. Now I can't sleep because it is bothering me, and I can't read because I'm too tired to focus on the page, and I can't watch TV because it's shite but I can't go to bed because my thoughts are so dull!

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